1000 Sleeping Pills
I'm shattering.
Killing me wasn't free,
it cost me everything,
caused me an epiphany,
and it cost me, me.
1000 sleeping pills are going to take away all my ills.
I'll sleep, but never wake.
That way I'll never make the same mistakes.
So, why?
Why do I want you back?
No, I shouldn't want you back.
Am I
just afraid to be alone?
Am I just afraid to be alone?
You came into my life and made me a better man.
You took my heart out of my chest and then you gave it back again.
You were supposed to be my wife.
That was supposedly the plan.
You said that I was the best for you and then you changed your mind again.
So, why?
Why do I want you back?
You lied and cheated on me,
gave me an S.T.D.,
you aborted our baby,
and then you left me.
So, 1000 sleeping pills are going to take away all my ills.
I'll sleep, but never wake.
That way I'll never make the same mistakes.
I made mistakes as big as yours.
Made you feel like a beaten child again.
I opened up old sores
then you saw me walking out the door.
By the time that I came back I found that it was too late.
You'd healed and moved on.
Together never again, that is our fate.
So, why?
Why would I ever want you back?
Am I
just afraid to be alone?
No, I am never really alone.
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